Dear Mr. You Know Who You Are,
Hey, it’s been awhile and no I don’t mean to ruffle your
feathers but I wanted to say that I am sorry. It’s been so long and things have
gotten so crazy but it’s that time of year and you’ve been on my mind. I’ve
been thinking for a while and now that I’ve had time, I realized what I did
wrong in our breakdown. For years I’ve been blaming you, putting it all on you
when I’m just as bad to blame. Even worse when I think of it.
I blamed you for things that I was wrong for doing. I asked
for way more than a man can possibly give. I pulled you and strained you. Used
you and abused you. Left you hanging when I was out there claiming the victim. It
wasn’t fair of me and I’m sorry for that.
But please, don’t let me interrupt your life now. I know you
probably have a girlfriend and I wish you all the best. I just wanted to stop
in and say that I am sorry. You were never wrong. It had to take a lot of bad
guys after you to knock me into the realization that you were a good man. Not
perfect, we never are but good and I hope that the next girl you decide to love
can appreciate all that you are.
I hope that you’re still that good guy and if not, I’m sorry
for turning you sour. You were good to me, it took years and heartbreaks and life
altering pain to see that. I am sorry for not seeing the gem you were in a pile
of rocks.
And no, I’m not saying this just to get back together
because I couldn’t appreciate you the way you should be and probably never will.
I just wanted to free you from any guilt you might have had about us. I just
wanted to tell you.
I’m sorry.
-Tiffany Li
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